life...people often say life sucks..well, i think i have to agree..how i wish i could just sleep n nvr wake up again..but i cant..cause i still wanna be with her..i still want to spend my time with her...she let me have the spirit to live on....without her, i dont think ill be alive at this moment..people might see me cheerful rite?? notice me at home.. then u will know... i wish i could just cut my heart out n pour out all my suffering..i might not slash, but my heart feels like as if it is being slash...

how i wish i could be by her side every second..then my suffering will all fade away...cause when im with her, all my problems n suffering fades away..it feels like heaven...

i really got no mood to write..im sry..i know i sound like an emo..haiish
hope the next time i post, it will be a cheerful 1...

I Love You Baby..<3